Have you ever had one of those feelings where you completely lack substance? I've been wondering about that lately. What is it that people actually like about me? I don't do anything interesting, I have THE most boring job on the planet, all in all I'm pretty plain. Don't think this is some big pity party or something. It's not. I've just been thinking about it. I watch a lot of television, but that doesn't make me interesting. It's the people who have created the t.v. I watch that are interesting.
I think I just need to create. Get my hands on some shit and work it. You know, take chances, make mistakes, get messy! Fuck, that woman knew what she was talking about.
On a completely unrelated note, I'm going to Calgary next week! Yay. I got the days off from work, tuned up the old tempo and I'm taking her out on the open road. I hope the weather holds out and the roads are awesome.
I've got some crazy busy days coming up. Aimee and I went to the library because they have free movies on Wednesday. Once was playing. That's actually what stemmed all of the substance talks. I want to be in love again. I want someone to look at me the way Glen Hansard was looking at Marketa Irglova. Tomorrow I'm going out my brother's for supper with the family. Friday we're going to see Library Voices, and if we have enough time we're going to check out Matthew's other band/Rah Rah. Saturday Andrew's cooking supper for me at his place... this should be interesting. Sunday will probably be trivia at the pub. Gong show. I hate having so much to do at once. I like everything to be more evenly spaced.
Skating club was out in full force today. I only fell once! Apparently I got a lot of air before I landed on my knee. Everyone seemed really concerned. Sadly, my mystery skating Romeo was nowhere to be seen.
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Can I come to .. concerts? Too?
P.S. Magic School Bus.
Personally I like having you around as you have this fresh energy, even when you're stressed or bogged down or bummed out. It's this positive outlook that just pulls me in. You're witty and smart, you have this awesome sense of style that I can't seem to imitate (I've tried to look artsy-hipster like you, with the scarves and cardigans, but I end up going overboard all the time to the point where I look hopeless and bad emo). You are original, you're the first person like you I've ever met and I love you for it. <3
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